Monday, March 8, 2010

Goodbye, blogspot.

Hello, tumblr! I'm relocating to a different site to blog on.
URL is:
http://www.ktknz.tumblr.com

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Boredom.

Sue me.

Is your volume muted right now?:
No. Listening to Incubussss.

Is there any ashtray near you?:
Nah.

Do you have a basement in your house?:
No.

What about an attic?:
Yessum.

When's the last time you said a word that made you sound intelligent?:
Who knows, lol.

Do you prefer hoodies or cardigans?:
Hoodies fa sho'.

Are you wearing any make-up right now?:
Nope.

Have you ever been to a protest?:
No.

Is alcoholism popular in your family?:
Eh. No.

Do you have cousins/​​aunts/​​uncles/​​siblings that you do not know?:
Hell no rofl I see my family so much.

Have you ever ran from the cops?:
No bahah.

Do you know how many people your bestfriend has had sex with?
Yepp.

Have you ever cleaned up someone elses vomit?
Ew no. But i've been around people who were vomiting. BLAH hate it.

What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Joey moshing, lolol.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Kind of.

Has anyone told you they don't ever want to lose you?
Yeah.

How many people have you kissed in 2010?
1

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
Nopeee

What were you doing an hour ago?
Showering.

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
I mean.. probably not.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Brother.

Do you think this year will be better than the last?
Hell to the YES.

What were you doing at 3am?
Sleeeeeeeping.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
Yeah.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably, don't care.

What are you doing after this?
Dunno.

The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
I don't drink brooooooo

What were you doing at ten last night?
Leaving the movies.

Who was the last to call you beautiful?
Joshuaaaaaa

Something funny happen last night?
Yes bahaha.

Have you ever been caught skipping class?
Nopeeee

What are you going to spend money on next?
Myself more then likely, lol. Don't have enough $ to spend on other people.

Who was the last person you talked to over IM?
Nicole, last night

Who ended your last relationship?
Me.

What does your last text say?
"Leaving now"

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Everydayyy

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Nah.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Boi

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
"What did I do" rofl

Last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober.

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yeah, for the best

How far away is the last person you kissed?
15-20 minutes.

Who was the last person to hurt you?
Cannot recall.

Where are you at the moment?
Gamin' room.

Hate anyone?
No.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
Frequently!

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Mother? I dunno.

When was the last time you really laughed?
Yesterday night, bahaha.wafjawiefj

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Yes

Are you a fan of football?
I am!

Were you dating anyone in December?
Indeed.

Are there things your best friend doesn't know about you?
No.

What's something you REALLY want right now?
For my nails to be fixed.

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Mom and dad have, haha

Who was the last phone call that lasted over 10 minutes from?
Tricia

Do you have secrets that if you tell, people would be shocked?
Yeah.

Has anyone ever called you an alcoholic?
Uh no.

Ever had a pet fish?
No

Are you happy right now?
For onceeee

What are your plans for the weekend?
See Zac and Nic and Schmidt tonight, see Erin Nicole Mish and Rachel tomorrow!

What are your plans for tomorrow?
See above.

Do you ever wonder who you're going to marry?
Who doesn't?

How do you feel about girls smoking weed?
...Why is a girl smoking weed any different then a guy smoking weed?

Have you kissed anyone in the last 28 hours?
Yes

Who's was your last missed call from?
Zac

Are you a jealous person?
Can be.

Do you think two people can last forever?
Yeah.

Are you sarcastic?
Quite.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Sometimes.

Is your room ever clean?
Sometimes lol.

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
Disgusting. That's incest.

Do people tend to walk all over you?
Used to.

Do you think relationships are hard?
Sometimes.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Yep.

Has anyone ever given you butterflies?
Yeah

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
All da time.

How many people do you not get along with?
Eh not too many, I'm extremely easy to get along with.

Have you had your heart broken?
Na

Have you ever been the "other man/woman"?
Nope.

Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Yes, entirely too often in my past.

What gets in your way of your sleeping?
Lights. I can do tv, not all night but to help fall asleep.

Anything you're excited about?
Yes, see previous blog haha

Do you want to make more friends?
I'm good.

Next movie you will see?
Prolly nothing any time soon.

Feeling better!

The plusses of my week have been/will be:

1. I got to see my bbyboi("black person" way of saying BABY BOY.) thursday night and friday night. He makes me so happy. We're always laughing together and never, ever argue.
2. I saw Autumn, one of my good friends who I hardly ever get to see last night. We saw Alice in Wonderland in accompaniment of our boyfriends. It wasn't as good of a movie as I expected, but nonetheless entertaining.
3. I'M ON SPRING BREAK! That's right bitches 'n hoz, over a week of no classes for me. HELL YES!
4. Erin comes home TONIGHT! I get to see her tomorrow, and monday and hopefully a couple more times before she heads back :D
5. Tomorrow night I get to have a sleepover with practically all the loves of my life.
6. I get to see my favorite person in the entire world, Tricia this upcoming weekend. And my amazing Godmother. They also make me super happy.
7. There may or may not be a new addition to the family coming my way in a month or two. Trying to not get my hopes up too much, but I'm blessed to just be presented with the chance.
8. My cousins Zac and Nic are sleeping over tonight. Zac goes to college in SC so I hardly ever see him, and I miss him all the time.

So for once I have a lot to look forward to. =]

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I...

am in a MAJOR funk. I don't know why. School is the only thing stressing me out, and while it's a large stressor, it shouldn't be making me virtually depressed.
I lack an appetite, I just want to sleep 24/7. I never "get pretty" anymore and take any chance I can to wear sweatpants and a big t-shirt, and I'm just especially on-edge.
I try to surround myself with people that make me happy, but when you're as busy as I am, it can be rather difficult. My boyfriend makes me happier then ever, I love spending time with him, but we're both pretty busy and don't see each other much. I cannot wait until summer when I can see him all the time.
I also cannot wait for one of my best friends, Erin to get here. She lives in SC. We talk practically all day every day and she makes me so happy and it's always laughs. She'll be here next week, I cannot wait.

My schedule for tomorrow is enough to stress me out right now. I wake up, have an exam in my shitty computer class, go sit through a lecture in education class, then do the same thing in science class. Then I have to go to the Math Lab and take a math test, then I have to go feed then horses, then I have to go dogsit overnight. Then I wake up at 10 and go to work. UUUUUUGH. I need a personal day.
Moreso, I really need summer, really.. really badly.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Stressed.

Five classes is too much.
I'm so stressed out. I hate ALL five of my classes. I don't even have one to keep me sane. All my teachers are whacko and married to their professions and assign absurd amounts of RIDICULOUSLY TEDIOUS work. And you know what? It's not even fucking worth it. I took 5 classes to have enough credits to transfer to SU next year but I guess my advisor mislead me. I cannot even transfer to SU until Spring 2011 because I do not have enough credits. Screw my life. I have a huge headache, I'm typing this in between my science lecture and lab. I have a two hour lab to muster through after this.
I'm so done with this. April 28th could NOT come any sooner.